Hello persistent reader,
if you are still reading this after the time that has passed , congrats!
Right now I’m feeling very numb. I don’t want my life to be the way it is.
I miss my house , I miss my cat, I miss real friends. There used to be a time when I could call 4-5 people and they would really listen to me, care for me , because I cared for them. And not out of personal gain, maybe a little, but out of true fondness and love for each other. We respected each other, understood each other and were there for each other. Now a days people say they are your friend but have only limited time to listen and talk mostly about themselves. I know I still have a friend or two stacked away but I don’t want to bother them with my thoughts or problems. I feel so alone right now. I feel homeless and worthless. Not knowing what to do. I guess it will pass… Time will tell.